If you could understand...

I truly love the Lord. I seriously have a problem with not giving some kind of recognition to Him for what He is doing. It may be that he is doing something spectacular in my life; I give him credit. Sometimes I feel like He is doing something stupid in my life, that sounds bad but it is how I feel sometimes. I've had a problem with this for some time, blaming in one breath and giving thanks in the next.
About a week ago I read a passage in 1 Thesselonians 2:18 about Satan hindering Paul from his travels to these people. It just bugs me that sometimes I blame God for things that He potentially isn't stopping me from doing. It may be that Satan is actually hindering me. It will take some time of prayer and reflection as well as more study, to discover the ways in which the devil hinders me. It will also be necessary for discerning what the things are that God wants me to do and not do.

God Bless,

A Man Being Hindered